The " RAINY" day for me

I just know I'm that weak.. Tears just drop without my notice although I try my best to hold.. Why it's keep hurting me..You din do what you had promise and you learn how to tell lie towards me.. I'm so sad.. My heart keep sour and sour.. I tell myself pretend nothing to be happened. But, it's wasn't work. My heart keep reminding me. Am I too greedy? Why just you can't do that favor me.. I just too optimistic sometime. I'm seriously tell you, I'm sad and unhappy. All of your action towards me just make me uncomfortable. I hate this kind of feeling. Please forgive me as I can't really accept !!