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Feel so bad today. I didn't know I make someone disappointed. I'm feel sorry but you didn't give me the reason to explain. Yet no matter how, I will keep silently cause I not like to explain. That' s me..I just can ignore other but the one who make me hurt is even my closest friend trust it. She can pretend nothing to be happened. I just can say you're good 'actor'.. Sorry.. Maybe it's time for me to step out. Tears drop unnoticeable. I just need to ponder is our friendship can continue without trust?How can you help people to say it? Yeah. No, I'm wrong. Maybe in your heart, I'm that bad. I'm speechless. I'm not considerating and not respecting other people. I'm a bad bad girl.. So, you're happy? I'm bad. Please stay far away from me !! Just leave me alone !!

Just for dear

Hi dear,

You might be surprise besides this birthday card, included this message. Nothing special just some words I wanted to say it out here as something I couldn’t speak it out in front of you. Before typing this message, I have abundant thing wanted to share here. Just do not know where to start. This might be the last year present from me as we are graduating soon. I think we know each other for almost 3years and I appreciate you for everything you had gone through with me either happy or sad. You are truly friends either. I was happy and I didn’t expect I could have such friend in my university life as I can share my happiness and sadness with. You’re always by my side whenever I need you. Sometimes, you just know what I think, is true. It really surprises me as no one like you can understand me so much.

What we went through these 3 years, I will keep in my heart forever. You are such a great friends and that’s why I always call you as ‘dear’. This nickname maybe connected a warm and close friendship between us. I know you wanted to know what I had think and sad because of who. I just can’t deny that sometime the pains you carried to me is hurting me so much as my tears drop unnoticeably. But, every time I just can’t bear to let go our friendship as I treasure you so much as my friend, I know I would not find other so understandable friend like you anymore. Maybe it might be the way for you to let me not to forget you. J

Your concern and caring is the one I treasure so much. Anyway, I hope that you will be happy forever and success in everything you do. Try your best enough.

Last, Happy Birthday again, dear

Muaks

Regards,

Shirlynn

Special for you birthday cake-26 Aug 2011

23rd

I wanted to post this long time ago..Just kept delay delay till now.. as I just finish my assignment and presentation last week.. Final coming, so must be more alert this time in order to score better..
Celebrated my 23rd birthday in advance on 27 July 2011 with Yi Hui, Lorraine , Haur and Pooi Theng.. Thanks guys a lot.. This might be the last time ever.. I do appreciate it !!

Surprise from them !!!

Make Wish~~

My favourite- Cheese Cake

Shirlynn and Yi Hui, dear

Shirlynn and Haur

Shirlynn and Lorraine

Shirlynn and Pooi Theng

Shirlynn and Pooi Theng

Presents

Thanks to Sinrui, zoe, ximei, Jearen,Kingsley, Yi Hui and Lorraine

Another memorable day for me!!

The " RAINY" day for me

I just know I'm that weak.. Tears just drop without my notice although I try my best to hold.. Why it's keep hurting me..You din do what you had promise and you learn how to tell lie towards me.. I'm so sad.. My heart keep sour and sour.. I tell myself pretend nothing to be happened. But, it's wasn't work. My heart keep reminding me. Am I too greedy? Why just you can't do that favor me.. I just too optimistic sometime. I'm seriously tell you, I'm sad and unhappy. All of your action towards me just make me uncomfortable. I hate this kind of feeling. Please forgive me as I can't really accept !!

Ipoh-15 and 16 July 2011

Another outing we BA gang.. Ipoh trip organized by Pooi Theng, She brings us to a lot of nice place to eat and take picture..It's just us awesome plan cause we ate non-stop along the way till our stomach bloated..haha..But, we indeed enjoy.. A lot of picture have taken as this might be the last year for us to have outing together before we graduate..

Photo taking: It's too much and I couldn't upload all..

Eat Tau Fu Fa~~ Nice~~ Thumbs up !!

Sing K~~High to maximum

Xi Mei, Shirlynn, Pooi Theng, Christy, Kingsley, Jearen and Zoe

Enjoy so much thought tired.. Will be remembered always..

Our Days

Our days again after a long long before we spent together.. We went to Ipoh on 22 June, Wed to watch movie, X-Men.. Yeah !! It's awesome movie..But, it could be better with 3D..hehe.. After that, shopping again...(Jusco).. then, have a short dinner at Wong Kok..

This time the feelings is different from previous.. I dun know how to describe just not the same anymore, anyway, we do precious our time together since we are final year student now. Time was packed with all stuff of assignment, midterm and final year project. Time to rest is getting lesser now.

Times flies. Last year for us to complete our degree..and it can be consider the last 2nd sem if internship not counted. It's just less than a year. When we step in to working life, time to contact each other will be lesser and lesser.. I will definitely MISS it !!

Human are reluctant..When we study, we prefer to work. When we work, we prefer study life.

Just try my best to complete my degree.. Till now, I'm still standing on my side.. What I wanted and like the most, I will try my best to get it.. although parents not encourage me to do so..So, sometime feeling not be a good girl..I hope I can proceed to what I favor to the maximum..

Ok, stop here.. Photo session :

Lunch at Kenny Rogers before watching X-Men

Snap picture after dinner at Wong Kok

Yi Hui, Shirlynn and Lorraine

X-Men

Rated: 8/10

Synopsis:

Before Charles Xavier and Erik Lensherr took the names Professor X and Magneto, they were two young men discovering their powers for the first time. Before they were archenemies, they were closest of friends, working together, with other Mutants, to stop the greatest threat the world has ever known. In the process, a rift between them opened, which began the eternal war between Magneto's Brotherhood and Professor X's X-Men.

Rarely

Today something bad happen..Just make me feel very disappointed and sad. A friend you care her so much doesn't believe you at all. What can I do? I'm speechless. No trust had been build among us so long in our friendship. You know the pain I feel? It really pain in my heart. All the words came out from you already hurt me without your notice and at the same time yourself. If good I can pretend nothing, but I just don't lose a friend like you as I had put so much effort in it..So, I just can say we forget about this matter.

But, dun know why as I try to forget, but my heart will never forget.. How can you utter this words to me? I'm really sad, my dear.. Is it I really the kind of person you not believe? Starting till the end I never done something that hurt you....I'm so sad cause you think me like that..

If no trust between us, then, is useless to maintain our friendship..

I wrote this just a purpose for express my feeling..cause some words I couldn't say it out in front of you..I din mean anything. I hope you will understand and please dun try to say you are useless or anything that make you sad. I want you to be happy everyday.. Please promise me!! And I say SORRY if I had done anything wrong..Please forgive me !

Sudden

Another post.. Last Thursday went to Sing K with Yi Hui, dear and Lorraine..Out of sudden during yumcha session cause it has been long time we never sing K together and even went to vacation together..MISS so much..

Photo taking will not be miss out .. Enjoy the moment with you guys !!

Yi Hui, Lorraine and Shirlynn

Outing With Chi Mui

It's been a long long time ago I have never updated my blog..Since last sem till now.. I really lazy..haha..What had passed previous sem, I had lazy to mention..leave it.. I'm officially final year student now, so, its prevalent if I'm busy but yet I still enjoyed my life accompanied by best friends.. Friends is vital no matter how wealthy we are. They just like your another family by your side giving you encouragement and happiness. I do admit I have a great friends. Since we seldom met, we precious our moment we can spent together.. Below pictures noted our memory:

We went to Ipoh last Friday.. Went to Jusco and Parade..Shopping, eating and Sing K are our planned,

Reach Ipoh Parade

Night~~ Sing K

Chi Mui~~

LayPeng, Shirlynn, Evelyn, Kawai and Bao

Evelyn and Shirlynn

Shirlynn and Lay Peng

Kawai and Shirlynn

Bao and Shirlynn

Friends Forever !!!

Hope to have another outing with you guys again... Take care !! Muaks..MISS YOU !!