A great night

Went to Sky Lounge at Ipoh with bunch of friend last Tuesday night to relax~~ It ended up become my most unforgettable moment.. First reach Sky Lounge, due to rain, we ended up to go another place. At first, I'm pretty well, drink one glass and then continuous drink and I dun know how much I have drank. I started to feel dizzy and I told Yi Hui. She hold me and I also dun know I continue to drink again. Finally I dun know when I fainted and ended up they carry me into the car and we went back. I feel my head is so damn heavy and I feeling so unwell. I even couldn't stand by myself.. and they send me back to their house. I started to vomit and I feel so so suffering. I just couldn't stand up and my head keep dizzy. I also dun know what I had said and the next day I feel a bit better and I went to class. But, I couldn't pay much attention during the lecture and I slept once I reach home. Yesterday sleep early and today I feel so much better though there itchiness on my body, hand and legs. When I think back, I feel so so embarrassing cause this is my first drunk~~ arghhhhhhhhhh.. dun dare go Mc D T_T

Anywhere, somehow it is good to feel drunk as I can relieve the sadness and stress inside my heart. I know I cry it out loud when I'm drunk.. I seldom do that in front of people and I never even drop my tears in front of my friends. I know I can't stand too much and finally I take this chance. Final is coming and this is my last sem. Am I able to achieve what I hope for?

I know there are abundant of constraint waiting for me and I know is hard for me to curb, and what I can do now is I will try my best to curb it. Promise my self not drink too much alcohol next time.. Anyways, thanks to Haur, Yi Hui and Lorraine of taking care of me..

Lastly, there's be nice moment for us too~~

Sky Lounge-3rd April 2012

3 Pretties

Yi Hui, Lorraine and Shirlynn

Two Handsome

Wee Chee and Haur

Great night with them

Yi Hui, Lorraine, Haur, Wee Chee and Shirlynn

Past Memory

I couldn't sleep last night , ended up thinking the past. I know I can't lie. My heart still there. I do admit I love you till now. I pondering what will be happened now if we are together in 5 years back.. I regret that I do not step forward. I do keep the feeling till now and I know you will never now. I make a wrong decision in 5 years back. Maybe I can say it is fate. Till now, I din even think of someone that I can accept, maybe there isn't anyone the same like you. I know it is bad if I made comparison. Confirmation couldn't be made in past time resulting of regretted in future time.

Anyway, Wish you all the best !! I will keep this feeling forever in my heart forever

Something feels right

Above this pictures : What you guys think? Sound so pathetic right?

I wonder is it there is such person? Ya..In reality, there are some person like this. I like sentence so much. I do hope I'm not the bored option..

Till now, when its coming to the end, I found that the outcomes is the what I couldn't expected and is not the one I wishes for. It because the process proved it but why, the ending could be like this? Maybe I can describe in other terms, the shares I invest long times ago, it brings profit to me, but suddenly, when I almost earn enough, the shares suddenly drops. In the end, I need to recalculate ant invest another shares. In this new shares, I earn more although the process is suffering.

I really gain happiness in this 'new shares'. Although I couldn't earn profit with the 'old shares' but I do still hope to gain profit together with this" two shares."

I do hope miracle could happen !!

GOD bless me !!!

??

Feel so bad today. I didn't know I make someone disappointed. I'm feel sorry but you didn't give me the reason to explain. Yet no matter how, I will keep silently cause I not like to explain. That' s me..I just can ignore other but the one who make me hurt is even my closest friend trust it. She can pretend nothing to be happened. I just can say you're good 'actor'.. Sorry.. Maybe it's time for me to step out. Tears drop unnoticeable. I just need to ponder is our friendship can continue without trust?How can you help people to say it? Yeah. No, I'm wrong. Maybe in your heart, I'm that bad. I'm speechless. I'm not considerating and not respecting other people. I'm a bad bad girl.. So, you're happy? I'm bad. Please stay far away from me !! Just leave me alone !!

The " RAINY" day for me

I just know I'm that weak.. Tears just drop without my notice although I try my best to hold.. Why it's keep hurting me..You din do what you had promise and you learn how to tell lie towards me.. I'm so sad.. My heart keep sour and sour.. I tell myself pretend nothing to be happened. But, it's wasn't work. My heart keep reminding me. Am I too greedy? Why just you can't do that favor me.. I just too optimistic sometime. I'm seriously tell you, I'm sad and unhappy. All of your action towards me just make me uncomfortable. I hate this kind of feeling. Please forgive me as I can't really accept !!

Rarely

Today something bad happen..Just make me feel very disappointed and sad. A friend you care her so much doesn't believe you at all. What can I do? I'm speechless. No trust had been build among us so long in our friendship. You know the pain I feel? It really pain in my heart. All the words came out from you already hurt me without your notice and at the same time yourself. If good I can pretend nothing, but I just don't lose a friend like you as I had put so much effort in it..So, I just can say we forget about this matter.

But, dun know why as I try to forget, but my heart will never forget.. How can you utter this words to me? I'm really sad, my dear.. Is it I really the kind of person you not believe? Starting till the end I never done something that hurt you....I'm so sad cause you think me like that..

If no trust between us, then, is useless to maintain our friendship..

I wrote this just a purpose for express my feeling..cause some words I couldn't say it out in front of you..I din mean anything. I hope you will understand and please dun try to say you are useless or anything that make you sad. I want you to be happy everyday.. Please promise me!! And I say SORRY if I had done anything wrong..Please forgive me !

Unfavorable

Today dun know why I'm so so weary although class ended at 1.30pm , earlier than usual cause tutor having meeting. Take bus back home and decided to take nap but nap not more than hour I had wake up.. I wanted to continue sleep but awaken by 2 continuous messages.

Today, taken dinner with besties again, Bao, Evelyn and Kawai at KFC, Tesco.. Another memorable day for us though Bao rushing back for her discussion assignment.

So so moody after back. Totally speechless.. sigh.. What also I do not want to do, even talk.. This week can't back to hometown as assignment loaded there waiting for me to be completed during weekends. So sad.. Tomorrow class 8am-8pm..(fainted)

Anyway, life still needs to go on no matter what happened , so cherish what we have now without regretting later !!

Y2 S2-Week 1

From left : Bao, Evelyn,Shirlynn(me) and Kawai

Enjoy our dinner at Sushi King

Bao and Evelyn

Shirlynn and Kawai

Friends Forever

The 1st week of this short semester end. Next week started to 2nd week. Though many class ended at 8pm and I'm tired but I still can adapt to it currently. Last Wednesday had a gathering dinner at Sushi King with dearest friends Evelyn, Bao and Kawai. Miss one, that is Jensan. We till chat till so long and did not realise that times flies.

The most memorable chat session is we are talking about friends. I'm totally agree about what one of my friend said. As we do not care much, we will not hurt so much. But till right now, the feeling is totally different as I want it to be naturally. I couldn't differentiate the true friends and the best friends. But at this moment, I like to stay with them. I dun know what will happen in our future and I wouldn't think about it. I do not want to know the end but I just hope that I can enjoy the process.

Sometimes, I feel so reluctant. By the way, I really hope that it will be continued forever and not stop for this moment. Just I do not want to put so much things in my heart as I find it bleeding more than curing.. but I'll still the same anyway.. I will be there always for you..

Moody

Today is the last day for semester break for Y2 S1 .. Today is Sunday and it should be shining day for me as everyone wishes for.. Today, morning having breakfast with family, then fetch grandma to market to buy some stuff for steamboat.. Then, went to petrol station to pump oil.. some small accident happen, what happen I'm lazy to say .. but just a small matter.. Then, straight when to donate blood.. unluckily, first time not enough blood to donate .. WTH !!

New sem going to start tomorrow.. Well, new start, new beginning.. I had no much comments about my previous sem results as how much had I put effort it pay how much as I deserve.. Overall, Okay.. though not that good.. must work harder for next sem..

Today, feel so reluctant to back Kampar .. sigh.. mood spoil after that.. I dun know what to say.. Do whatever you like.. I'm don't want to say and care it anymore as I feel tired and gain nothing at the end.. I dun know how much you precious it but I just can say I'm speechless..
I dun know what suppose to do.. Just let it be..

Final

My mood just like the little girl..

Today, final exam had started .. Today paper is Human Resource Management .. Well , so sad to be sad I did not do well in this paper .. I'm dun know is my fault for not studying hard or just the paper is too tough as everyone complaining ..

I'm really not confident with this paper .. Not what I had expected to score it .. sigh .. Mood everything spoil by this .. I should be study harder for the next exam, Operation Management that I worried the most ..

My exam will be over on 27 Sept .. Though just 2weeks, but I feel it is so long long days to go ..
Starting to miss home .. Exam really give stress to student .. It's prevalent as I myself faced it the same thing .. Crying is my best solution .. not consider solution just some time can't hold my tears .. it's out for sudden .. After that,I will be alright ..

Anyways, All the best in final, friends

An Outing

Going Lo ..SS a while..hehehee

Having our meal at Kenny Rogers at Jaya Jusco

Started to Sing K at Ebox
The place we drink the smelly orange juice
ahahaaaa..
Pity Ai Fang and Yi Hui

High to craziness
Come on guys,ROCK yourself
Woh00~~

Went to Ipoh on last Saturday with Yi Hui, Haur and Haur's friend, Ai Fang.,
Last Thursday,go back to hometown with Yi Hui. I bring her to eat a lot of nice foods and we fly back to Kampar on Saturday after wake up cause Yi Hui need to attend Law Lecture and we have overslept.

After class,had lunch together and went to Ipoh around 5pm..Enjoy so much and relax ourselves..

Nice outing with you guys as laughter always surrounded us..
Anticipating for another outing with you guys soon !

...................................................................................................................................................................................................

Final exam is around the corner
ALL the Best ,Friends !!
End of the semester..

*Special thanks to Yi Hui for the never give up support and always by my side to share my happiness and sadness*, You're my dear always..
and others as well too...

What an UNLUCKY day

Today as usual went to campus to attend tutorial class at 8am.First subject is Information System.But,today,student are not allowed to bring bag into computer lab. So,I take out my files,hand phone,purse and spectacles to go in.Right after class, another QT tutorial need me to attend at 9.30am.So,rush to the class.Finish class at 11am,me and peijie rush to Block D from Block H to take bus at 11.10am since we are late ady and we do not want to miss the bus.When wana go into bus,I search my purse in the bag.OMG,my purse wasn't there. I had dropped at somewhere else.So, in the nervous situation,I search from Block D to Block H and other places I had went before.It's so dissapointed that I couldn't find it.Search around 1 hours headed to Block C to report to Deparment Of Student Affairs.

Then,went to bank canceled the ATM card,police station to report lost of IC and License and Jabatan Pendaftaran Negara to redo my IC(fined of RM60)..so expensive..sigh..So troublesome.. Without IC,I can't do anything,can't credit out my money to pay rental and other stuff.No license for me to drive motor and car..sigh..

Why I'm so unlucky today??? Hope that UTAR or anyone who is kind-hearted will find my purse soon. I thousandly appreciate him or her.. I want my purse back !!

*GOD BLESS ME*

K.L 22,23 and 24 Jan 2010

I had abandoned my bloggie for so long. Nothing special need me to update in my daily life since new semester had started and I'm lazy to post up what had happened in my daily life. As usual every student is busy of their assignment,preparing for coming mid-term test during the starting semester. For me,this semester I had register for 5subject.So,the timetable are not bad either although everyday my class start at 8am but ended up earlier. Monday class ended at 12pm, Tuesday 4pm,Wenesday 11am and Thursday 12.30pm. I had no class on Friday so I can back to hometown early..OOps..Seems I had mention too much and had go astray of my purpose to updated this post.

Last Friday,We(Sinrui,Peijie,Qiuling and me) have went to K.L to spent out leisure time.Of cause will not miss up to met our friend,Ms Jemy. Overnight at her house.We had enjoy this few days and high to the maximum. Jemy had bring us to a lot of places ( Desa ParkCity,Sungai Wang,Sunway Pyramid,Tropicana City,The Cave )..If I had miss out others places,do tell me.I can't recall all. And the steamboat for dinner really funny and we ate till too full..OMG..ahahaaaa..Guys,remember chicken wings???hahaaa..Nice taste!!

I did enjoy having outings with you guys!! Having fun and laughter are always surrounded us.
Of cause,Thanks to Jemy for spending your great time with us.Will never forget it!!

Let's the photo do my takings..

BAR B Q Sungai Wang Plaza..
Lunch at there..
Foods is rather to be say okay for me..
At least it cans fulfill my stomach..

Toilet Concept Restaurant

The dessert and drinks are ought to say not nice!!

The Cave
The place we drinks beer and relax ourselves
Ended up my face red like tomato..hahahaaa


Everyone's pose seems better each time
Taking our position to look the nicest..

Nice place for us for taking photo


Hotel Sunway-Sunway Pyramid
Another nice place..
Sure photo taking will not be miss out !! Hee

A nice outing to be say !!

Sudden

Dun know why suddenly feel wana express it through my blog.. The usefulness of blog is to give us a chance to express the feelings and taught that sometime we couldn't tell out.

Almost know you 2 years..Although in a far distance and we are busy and will keep in touch sometime, but I can still adapt it cause in some period, I really totally forget about you.. but,recently dun know why it appears in my mind..

Maybe your birthday is coming.. and the fb birthday calendar remind me..Here, I wish you Happy Birthday in advance!! Hope you will success in your future..and all the best.. I know you are in a very good condition.. Dun give up easily when you faced problem..

I think is a right choices for us since we have make a true and rational decision past 2 years.. Cause I know you could find better one.. Times proved it!! You are totally perfect for me..Yours caring as well..Truly,no one can replace you till now..

Am I regret?? No way.. I would not make a wrong decision..arghhh.. Dun know which one only is true comes from my heart...It's passed..I should not think back...

But,I think you had forgotten what you had promise me.. You did it but I'm the one who din step in further.. All is my fault..Look forward in my mistakes..

Anyway,hope everything best will accompany you always..

Tiring Day

It's such a busy day at hometown..

I back to hometown on last friday right after Corporate and Business Law Lecture and I skip the Law tutorial in the noon cause I need back earlier to met my ex-secondary headmaster to approve for the PTPTN..It's so unlucky that headmaster had a meeting and unable to met me..But Saturday still got school,so,waiting for the next day..
I was so unlucky even all school headmaster had a urgent meeting at K.L..Again,i was unable to met him..

Mum suggested me to back to hometown again on Monday right after presentation tomorrow.Since it's can't do anything..I think it is the way..

Luckily,my aunt knew one pesuruhjaya sumpah(forget what in english)anyone know?? and he can help us to certify..But,both parents must come also only he will certify for us..Luckily,my dad was back on that time..If not,i couldn't imagine what happen..Each chop cost RM4..So,total i had certify using 7chops means costs RM28..It's so expensive..So easy they could earn the money..Mum say it is easier way as need not waste time..

Such a relieve..After that,headed to Ipoh again with mum and her friends..
The purpose is to had a look at Pikom Fair at Stadium Indera Mulia..
I had change my laptop RAM to 2GB and it cost around RM100sth and mum had bought one digital camera costs RM1199 brand SONY...it's quite nice and it is in Bronze metallic..It was so crowded there as I couldn't even looked at the things..omg..

We need to use the camera during sis's graduation at Sabah..We are anticipating for this vacation..hee..

Quite a tiring day as I could even fall asleep in the car during the journey..I was so so tired and i couldn't continued to shop..So,we headed back to kampar around 5pm..and they went back right after dropping me off..

Yea..tomorrow is our Marketing presentation..I hope we could done the best as we put so much effort for preparing this presentation..

I think i should stop here..
*Nitez*

A Quick Post

Today,quite a nice day for me..hee..

During Business Accounting tutorial,I got a small reward from tutor..ahaha..
It's just a pack of sweets,chocolates and jelly..Tough it just few sweet,make me happy..its just like a kinder garden when you get reward from teacher when you doing sometime awesome.. It's let me think back my childhood..

Tonight crazy day for us again..you guys know what..make-up..omg..ahhaa..
It's had been ages I din make-up..So,can't imagine it..Yihui,and pooi theng give their hands..Of cause we doing this crazy things got the reasons behind..yea..preparing our marketing presentation next monday..all of us are anticipating for that day..We are trying to make-up..haha..it so so funny when all of us came out with different look after make-up..
We had put abundant of effort..you guys know what??Board,promotion,video,creating product and its consume much of our times..
What the reasons for doing so hard??it's to just get a good marks..huh..

Well,sure a lot of pictures to be uploaded soon..hee

This few days feel so frustrated with preparing those documents for PTPTN..
So sucks..some say that some say different..arghh..

Times passes promptly..And I feel I lack of times..
Final exam is coming..and I shouldn't disappointed myself this time..
My mid-term was done badly..I hope my final can covered it..
I should cut down my times on networking and entertainments..

It's not early..I think I should stop here and hit to my bed..
*Night*
*Miss You*

UnLucky Day

Unexpected accident happened yesterday...

After the Business Accounting tutorial yesterday,as usual fetching zoe home..At the parking,she mentioned that she was so sleepy and her eyes kept closing..So,riding back home as usual..On the way,Zoe kept knocking my behind,and I ask her what are you keep knocking me.She say nothing and she just close her eyes..So,i din not concern much cause i taught she was awaked..So,when wanted to crossed the bumper,Zoe ask me stop and i was shocked she suddenly fell down..I stunt and I stop at the side on the road..

I saw her wound and my tears started rolling down..Luckily,it just a small matter and she get minor wound..I was so scared cause maybe it was the first time i met this matter.So many years i driving..It's was the first time happened in my life..Zoe,you scared me....I dun know it's funny or what...We keep laughing after that when thinking back the scene..Cause I even dun know when she fell down..If I know,i will prop her up..But,it that happened,sure both of us will seriously hurt..I dun how she will fall since I'm drive slow..Really can't predict what happened..

Luckily,pooitheng passed by and fetch her go clinic to wash her wound..

Anyway,thanks god cause we are not seriously injured..
Zoe,take care of your wound..

Yesterday,my mood was really down..Two bad things happen..My tears again...dropping..