Weekends

Well, this weekends I didn't back home.. due to soft skills talks from 9am-5pm that I needed to attend.. (cause I had paid RM 160 for the two talks)..Another one on 27 Mac 2010. I'm so so tired today.. Came back from the talks and nap for half an hour cause headache. Then, had a quick lunch with Yi Hui and Lorraine at mamak.

Right after dinner, rushing my International Business Assignment till 10sth night.. arghhh..Plan to spend some time to watch drama for entertainment but unfortunately tomorrow OB tutorial my group need to present and it was case study some more..fainted.. read through deeply and search internet for the answer and clock show 12.20am.. OMG..times flies..just a blink through my eyes..

Then,plan to revise Business Finance a while but I even haven't mastered the financial calculator..I cannot imagine how I'm going to exam on this Saturday..arghhhhhhh..

Coughs coming back.. hate so much !!!!! Make me so uncomfortable all the time..

I think I need to stop crapping here.. Should get back to my studies though I'm tired and tired..

Lastly

Just finish Leadership and Team Building exam today.. Quite a tired day today as yesterday just finish Cb exam at 4.30pm.Come back need to rush and revise the leadership.Unable ta stand anymore as I hit to bed at 1am and wake up at 6am to continue revise till the time going for exam. It's so suffering ! Well,the question was not that tough just I have not enough explaination.Two more paper to go..Moral and Tamil.

Anyways,this few day I had quite a deep considering..I dowan to forced myself anymore as long as I had put effort and try my best to gain it..Just let's it be naturally.. That's all..If not, we would not live happily and comfortably.. Life are short and I'm treasuring my life now as we couldn't determine what will happen tomorrow..So, my most valuable thing is my life my family members and friends..

I know sometime I not a good girl of mummy and daddy as I sometime I just like to ignore their advice and will feel they just like too mumbling too much.I'm understand it's for my own good just sometime I will come out with those vulgar words.I'm so sorry. I will try to behave myself. I wana be a good girl !! And I ady big girl.I dowan you both worried for me.
Friends is naturally the next part the important for me. I know myself. I not a goodfriend as sometime I can't control my emotion,I was a bad-tempered people but everyone tell me I had changed.This true came from my one old friend,we know each other since primary school.But,I really indeed not good enough.Honestly,I'm very appreciating all of my friends.I know sometime I had make them feel uncomfortable,I would like to take this opportunity to say sorry thousandly.I really not mean it.Many people have different attitude and behaviour.As friend we must try to understand.No one is perfect in this world.As long as they changed is will be more than enough.I want all people at my side live happily.Friendship forever!!

I think I had wrote too much..I had to stop here.
Start a brand new day with a lot of fun and joy!!
*cheer*
Before posting this blog,nearly forget a important people,Sarah Heng Kawai birthday today..
*HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY,darling !!
Hugs and muaks..

What Happened?

Dun know what's going with me again since yesterday..
I was in a terrible mood..

Something was so frustrating me..
Gonna kill myself soon..arghhh.........can't stand anymore..
It's so so suffered..
What frustrating me?

Studies and exams or something else..???
Hmmm..Just feel unusual..sigh..
Scared can't score well??

Why??
Why make my life so miserable and unhappy..??
I know we couldn't determine this happen,but it's really hard to ignore it..

Hard to escape since it need us to faced it though is tedious...

Should I give up???

Happiness seems stay far far away from me.......

Friend's Birthday@ Exam days

~Happy Birthday Xi Mei~


Well,Just came back from dinner..The aim is to celebrate one of our friend's birthday that is ximei birthday which is falls on today 7July..

Yesterday,at 11sth we go her house and gave her a surprise..Her housemates had plan everything and gave her surprise..Yeah..It's really surprise..and We sang a birthday songs to her..and she cut the cake that her housemates had bought..

Well,The cake I not really like much as is a Moose banana chocolate cake..Me and zoe said that the nicest cake was during she and desmun birthday cake..Ya..I did agree..Nice chocolate cake...

The picture I dare not post cause it's really not clear and blur..
Anyway,Happy Birthday Ximei..
All the best..

Today just finish Business Accounting Exam..Really disappointed with this exam as I really dun know the answer is correct or wrong..Most of the answer is the same and herd to guess which one is the best answer to choose..Sigh..Feel like din study anything also as I dun know how to do and lack of time to check answer..I really can't imagine the result was how...Sigh..

This few weeks,,I really busy and stress with my exam..This sunday Business Law exam..I'm fear of this subject..Next week, QT and marketing..A lot of notes need to memorized and understand..I feel so pressure now..I scared I can't score well in degree..How I'm going to strive for the best???

Today mum called me and she nagging that I had din call back for long time...Yeah..2 weeks din call back ady..I said to her I'm busy with my exam..Sorry..I will call back when I free..

Unhappy as I feel I'm so bad always make someone feel uncomfortable..Sorry..I know you are angry..I'm not mean it and you misunderstood..sigh..Nvm..I lazy to explain..If you really angry..I can't do anything,,Just I hope you will Ok when the time pass by..I care and appreciate you as my friends..Hope you noted it...

And Thankz dear..You are the one only who will understand me and always comfort me when I'm unhappy..Muakz...Miss you..

Just for today...

*Nitez*...

Bad Habit

Dun know why starting to study in degree, I feel I keep neglecting my studies.. Doing all my tutorial last minutes till need to burn midnight oil..Exam going to start this Saturday and I haven't start to revise yet..What's going on with me??? I feel like I' so lazy..

Then,only rush and rush my tutorial question and I had not time to revise my studies.. I did worried but I just can't manage my time properly..I even haven't start doing my assignment..goshh..How I'm going to throw my bad habit..LAZINESS~~please stay away from me..I HATE you...

Really different in foundation..and if this time i sure starting to prepare my studies for midterm exam...Next week continues two exam,Business Law and Accounting..I haven start to revise yet..I'm going to failed in this subject...

Arghh..Feel like so stress now...I'm going to cry out and if can, I really wana give up as it's really make me so so tired...and I need a rest..but,if like that I would disappointed my parents..

So,no matter how suffer,I'm going to conquer it..Hope I can manage to do it smoothly and done my best in this midterm exam..

~GOD BLESS ME~

Class Trip To Gua Tempurung

Yesterday,my class TG2 went to Gua Tempurung as planned...
We headed there at 8am and reach there around 8.20am..but,the visit's time started at 9.30am..So,while waiting,we snap some picture for memory...

This really vested me a new experience cause it was really adventurous..and need abundant of endurance before you enter the cave..
Well,adequately,I would like to stress that I would not go for the 2nd times cause..for me..it's not really only tedious but also arduous... Once experience is enough for me..

But,We really enjoying so much during treasuring the cave..although we are hungry and tired..but,this is not a barrier for us as with our joint efforts,we finally finished our tasks after three and the half hour and we walk out the cave...We did enjoy so much when everyone is splashing water to each other..and Zoe is the pithiest as she becomes our target..lol..ahaha.. On the middle journey, we faced a lot of plights cause it's quite slippery and we need to go down the hole of the cave..

Ya..I did scream when need me to slip the cave cause it's too high..of cause this same goes to anyone..but,really need to thankz to Darren and CK as they help and guide us a lot as they experienced it before..

Erm.I think I should stop here as I lazy to continued..
Let's the photos noted what I had mentioned...

Gua Tempurung Entrance...


Yeah...


From left:Hong,PeiLin,ZhianMin,Sinrui,Shirlynn,Ximei and Zoe...


From left:Hong,Moon,XiMei,Shirlynn,Sinrui,Zoe,CK,Hui(I forgot your name..sorry),ShinTien,PeiLin,Yun and Zhian Min...


Nice View Of Tempurung Cave...


Me and Zoe...


Me and Sinrui...


Taken at playground...


Ahaha..Nice picture...


Girls Geng...


Three Of Us Before Entering the Cave...


After Entering The Cave...


Again...


It's is a nice memory for us as we are enjoying and laughing all the ways and then we headed back to Kampar Tesco to had our dinner together at Hainan restaurant..and again the last we snap a family picture..The picture I will post later when I get it..I left out one picture..and there is too much picture..So,i choose some to post..

Anyway,we are planning another outing soon...Hee..
Now,is the time for us to studies after enjoying as exam is started this week..

~All The Best Friends~
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UPDATED~~Dinner at Kampar Tesco Hainan Restaurant...
Standing from left: Yun,Moon,Shin Tien,Catheryn(finally know your name),Zhian Min,CK,PeiLin and Ximei..
Sitting from left: Hong,Sinrui,Zoe and Shirlynn...


Well,the foods there quite tasty but quite costly too...
It's OK for me cause it's fulfill our stomach as we were hungry..Hee..